Saturday, January 15, 2005
words have never let me down before
went to the memorial service
fell apart especially when the best friends read the poem and my school sister sang "in my life"
and when our old english teacher read about how her room still has her memory in it everywhere
its just too sad for my words to explain might not feel like talking for a while
i hate it when people use empty words
its all white noise but im making it too
hit me midway that she just left and cant come back to us even though i didnt "know" her things are rough this way
i dont care what you say about how we werent close
we had exactly the same life for years
if you know what im trying to say
i miss her already
heres to hoping you understand what im trying to communicate
and to knowing you cant because everyone holds this one differently
i cant say what i mean to and im more frustrated than ever
my questions are stale repititions of everyone since time began
goodnight
Nicole blew up the banana stand at 10:22 PM
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name: Nicole Bluth
age:15!
school:CSH...
birthday:10/18/89
Quit asking me what I'm going to be when I grow up, everybody. Shouldn't it be clear to you that I'll never grow up? "I'm impolite and I make fun of everyone..." Yeah, I think you get the point...
LOVES
Randoms, being random, being Jewish, The Pope, Jesus, carbohydrates, love, Moulin Rouge!, Arrested Development, Shmexers, lipgloss, secret quiche, sneaking around, big earrings, irony, the hot detective, the disabled brother, Pedro, avoiding homework, making others feel uncomfortable, bothering adults, sass, Schick Quattro guy, defending Hilary Duff.
HATES
Growing up, being told to grow up, adults who are rude to me before I even get a chance to be rude to them, punks, changes in routines, homophobes and haters, milk chocolate, blood and gore, The O.C., 15-year-olds. And I have a low tolerance for people who refuse to have fun with me.
Today's Quote
ROBOTOGUAPO! SEE EMMA? I TOLD YOU I HAD OUR JOKES!
3 Comments:
ooo please post more, because i love you!
Have you gotten that Big&Rich CD yet... I am counting on my only other country fan to listen to it!.... It all depends on you!!!...
Please post again, okay? We miss you! And BTW, I think you'll like my uber cool new layout on me blog! It's as pink as I could get it so I think you'll be proud of me! You and Rachel both! It is kinda pink... so much pink!
come on, post! francisco wants you to post. he was very sad he didnt get to meet you at the dance.
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